Hello beauties! Where are you hiding? I am waiting for my only one but I can not find anyone who would be pleasant to me in appearance and communication. I'm a little nervous about this

I have always liked BDSM games.. But I noticed that my relationship does not last more than three months.. you don't pay attention to it when you are 25.. but.. Time goes by and I would like to find a wife not a girlfriend.. Where to look for women which support this format?